^mYsKy~

Singer:Fish Leong
Album: Qing Qing

It’s 230am now, listening to Fish Leong album and blogging=P..
Talking about my life recently..hmm..quite "busy" la i would say..

My academic life—>

A very very short semester which only have 2months(sept-oct)..went thru a very very bad or you can said the worst presentation so far(s.h.i.t)..and a very very success documentary production so far(h.o.h.o)..the subject was 100% project base,presentation itself already consist of 50% and the rest were the paperwork and attendance..having a big SUX time thinking of the topic for presentation which need to be current+argumentative+related to mass mediaX.x Well, result will be out next month i guess..PLS WISH ME LUCK..I DONT WANNA FAILLL!!!!! T.T it’s 3rd year subject, very expensive one you know!!!!!! T.T

While for the production, everyone of the group(5 ppl) will need to write a script and lecturer will choose among it and the chosen 1 will be director..lecturer had choose 2 script among us which is suitable for production, proud to say that, my script(Malaysia,The Third Rudest Country In The World??!!) was one of it..hoho..but sadly, after a very long discussion with my group mate, finally, they decided to use the other script instead of mine(disappointed)..anyhow, i was an editor*again* for this production..ohhh..we are doing "Police Diraja Malaysia" quite an interesting story rite?? having a great time doing this documentary and we are going to send it to Malaysia Video Award(MVA) on this coming Dec.. so excited ler..KAKAKA!!!=P

My personal life—>

Nothing to do with boy boy or love love..lol..this were the stories of my frens…
hmm..my best fren’s father past away..got the bad news when i was edited in my editing room one day..Shi Chuan was the 1st one who knew the news and he’s accompany HER all the way in hospital..and i joined them when Shi Chuan came to fetch me after that..we went to HER house and she kept her father’s stuffs for funeral..she was just nonstop crying..can stop for 5min and cry again in the next 5min, in a very unstable condition and this is the very 1st time i really felt *speechless*, i mean it..really SPEECHLESS..felt like crying as well when i saw her and her family crying..waoo..really BEH TAHAN ler..but i just tahan TAhan TAHAN..never drop a tear but they are all dancing inside my eyes la..hoho..X) accompany her the whole day till night..witness the whole process of the funeral…guess what..i hv never been so CLOSE to it before.. after this incident..i suddenly realized that Shi Chuan is really a very very NICE friend to be with…it was the time when i can see how a true fren should be and felt really touch with what he had done to my fren..=)*i know he’l never read my blog..haha*

Another tragic was where you can read it from newspaper few weeks back and even now some of the follow up news..the KL TARC Ipoh girl who gone missing..she never went home after went out with fren, there was only car left in the car park and still cannot find her even now..she is my Girl Guide junior during my secondary time..even though we have not been contact or seeing each other for a while but we were quite close previously..it is really a shocking news among our hometown frens, we just cant stop discuss about this when we meet up while i back Ipoh..she’s still missing now…hmm…she wrote me a testi in friendster long time ago and the lazy me havent write her one..so i just hope that i can see my testi being accepted and publish in her profile very soon………

My working life—>

WOOOO..taking about work..supposed to be the Christine Dior promoter in MidValley fm 1 Nov till 7 Nov..but..i quited after 2days working and i will never get a single sen as i dint finish the whole show..hohoho..ok..this is quite a long story to tell..not because of i am a bad promoter(i do hv sell for 2days ler)..ok la..not to talk bad behind people’s back but Dior really *-_-*…13 part timers on the 1st day working then left 7 only on the second day…..haih…char char char xXxxXxxXXxx

OH, got job introduced by Ryan working for Emerson booth for the IBM Solution Day 06..with another 2 frens of mine, we need to reach Sunway Hotel at 7am but we late=.= 730am baru sampai..job very easy only la..just stand there asking ppl to answer the questionnaires and give away free gift something like that la..but….what really KILLING me was…im wearing high heel u know..stand whole day(till 6pm only la)..i almost patah kaki there..but at least better that DIor la, i stand 13hours-2hours rest=11hours..oh yea, i took off my shoes during my rest time and just walking around with bare foot in MV..HOHOHOHOHO..

After that promoter again 2days for Voice Star, a broadband phone service which you can subscribe it only if you have streamyx and you have to buy another device from us then plug here and there..finally you can get very VEry VERY CHEAP IDD call rate thru plan..working location was san ba, Giant Puchong..we are sharing the same booth with the streamyx, as there’s no boss watching me, so i was sitting and chatting with the 2streamys Malay girls most of the time..KAKAKA..ohhh..i miss them..Dynas and Zetty..

Today..i help Darren(housemate, a LimKokWeng fashion design student) to be his model for his collection..his concept is something to do with paddy field, his costume are really really hard to do..everyday i see him working till morning(me either online till morning..lol) few weeks before his presentation, my house become factory already, you will see everyone doing sawing, cutting….. i do contribute a lot also ler=) too bad i dont hv photo now for the clothes i wear as the camera is belongs to another person, have to wait her to email Darren 1st..well..this is consider as job also ma..MODEL wooo..got paid 1 ga..i got free meal in Secret Recipe..WAKAKAKA..

My 2months holidayssssSss—>

yea..i’l be going back to Ipoh later at noon..finally i back hometown..a lot of program in Ipoh also..will be having 2 wedding dinner(cousins) and 2 birthday party(grandpa&baba)…right after one of the wedding the Butterworth..i’l go Singapore with my parents to visit my little pregnant sister la…i think i’l stay there for quite a long time and will have to back Kl before 18 Dec for another promotion job in MidValley*again*..promoter for Clinique till 25 Dec..Christmas ahhhhhhh…..cannot celebrate ler..>.<

SHIT!!!! 420am already..havent pack my luggage..will need to bring quite a lot of my pretty pretty clothes for the dinnersss ma..hoho..OPSSS..havent wash my under………..

Singer:JJ Lim

Album: Chao Chao

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Being the big fans of kennysia’s blog, i almost visit his blog every single day to check out for something new..there are this series of blogs where he wrote about his funny cum exciting trip in hong kong..and then come to this blog which wrote about his day in Disneyland Resort Hong Kong, and he inserted the very touching childhood memory with related to his passed away father. Dont know why, my tear just burst out of sudden=P and later on i found out that his father died because of kidney cancer. And..it actually give me the inspiration of writing something about my father=)

My baba, Kan Siew Yoon, most of the people of u can say all of the people(even my mom) call him Ah Kan..lol…i am the anak bongsu(the youngest) daughter in my family, with no doubt i am absolutely the spoilt one..hoho..until what i can still remember now,erm.. mother is always the one chasing and beating me around and father is always the one protecting and defending me..urm..sad to that there is no boy in my family but 3 gold flower daughters.. but… i am the one who born with the boyish characteristic..=.=".. and i guess this is the reason why my father sayang me so much;P he used to tell me that he wants to bring me to hike in jungle and some other extreme stunts as he think i have the most gutsy among all my sisters..am i???!!!!HOHOHOXD..

If you take out the photo album and compare among 3 of us, you will discover that i am the one with the least photos..my eldest and second sister have roughly 3 to 4 photo albums which shot when they were kids… but as for me–>1..yea..you are right..it’s only ONE..started out with baby and the last page is already becoming standard 3 or 4..T_T..yap..that’s the time when my father got a job in jungle, something to do with chopped the treess….erm..not really remember that..HOOH..oooh…the most funny part was there is an uncle, the best friend of my father who came to visit us regularly when my father was not around, and i called him BABA everytime when i saw him…see..how sad it is that i rarely see my father until i cant recognize him..of course i am very small that time la..seriously..i have no memory about that scenario at all..paiseh paiseh..lol..

I really dont know what my father’s job was until when i was standard  2? 3? *ehem* and that’s the time my father started his own business and be one the partner of a factory with some other uncles..urm..it’s the rubber factory..well, nothing to do with the pokok getah or tayar..but is kinda like small, blacky, little rubber that you might need it inside some..thing..=.="..*nvm*.. woo..i still can remember the glory time as i got the chances to go for the 1st trip of my life—>GENTING HIGHLAND..hahahaha..and after that almost every year my father’s factory have their own company trip..although the trips were just somewhere near(Pulau Pangkor, Pulau Pinang) but it really meant a lot to me=)

The wonderful moment finally ended during the economy crisis in 1997 when i was form 1..one of the uncle decided to pull out of sudden and he wanted back all his money that he had invested..this is really something that make the situation went worst as the factory was already went out of money..the most dramatic part was..this uncle started another factory which is the same field with us and he spread around rumors about the bad things of my father..how unbelievable right?? urm..maybe im not really know the truth even until now because i was just too young that time..nobody tell me anything that happened but sometimes i can listen to my parent’s conversation and this is what i know and remember so far..>_<

The situation continue go worst as there’s really no improvement but it’s continuously got uncles betray*lol* my father..they left after my father teached them the skill..frankly..i dont know what’s really happened after that..but from what i see..my father just less and less smile on his face..dont really have appetite..he smoke a lot and cant sleep at night(insomnia)..finally..he ended up getting depression and need to see doctor and eat sleeping pill…

That’s the night, while me, father and mother were watching TV, my father got nose bleeding suddenly..we dont really take that very seriously as he already got nose bleed for the past few days and we all think that he’s just "HOT" (yit hei)..but..the night was a bit different..the blood did stop as we expected, it kept bleed for quite some time..i am just standing aside, holding a roll of toilet tissue, kept passing the tissue to my father..the blood was nonstop drop down inside the dustbin and my tear was drop like waterfall at my face=P..


" Dont cry Wei Wei, baba is all right.." this was what my father told me while he was bleeding and what really make me cry even worst is he’s in tear while he talk to me…shoo…XP finally, with the help of my neighbor, my father was sent to hospital and found out that he got high blood pressure and cause the blood vessel broken at his nose, this is quite the lucky one as it is not happen in his brain….—> this happened when i was form 4

That’s a joyful morning as i would be leaving to Singapore to meet with my sister..attended a workshop before i went to bus station..father supposed to pick me up and sent me to bus station but by the time  he came he’s not the one in driver seat but the other person..father told me his leg feel numb and cant move..but he’l be fine and ask me to follow my original plan to visit my sis..guess what..i really went to Singapore..but i hv to rush back to Ipoh the other day as we found out that this time is not the nose blood vessel but the leg blood vessel broken and cause my father’s left leg cannot move..—> this happened when i just finished my SPM during my holiday time

Until now..5 years after the incident..my father can walk quite well already..but still not as steady as normal walking la.. he’s still cannot drive so for this FIVE YEARS..everywhere my parents go..they will just call cab..*pls imagine how much they spend on this* they are quite famous among the cab’s
world ler..hahaha..well..my mom is the only one who stay with my father all this while as 3 of the daughters are not around..from a typical aunty housewife transform to the still aunty but becoming more tougher and independence than last time la..hehe =D

Urm..back to the non- profit- making- at- all-factory that my father struggle for so long..my mom and sister keep requesting him to stop and sell it out..as for 3 reasons, he’s getting old, that’s no one can continue his will and the most important point—>is not making money anymore…but yet..my father still run it…

Today(14/9) while i am having this delicious+yummy+100% good service+affordable dinner at 1U Zuups(correct??anyhow it’s highly recommended*thumbs up*) with Shaun..i got the call from my father..he told me that he’l be signing the agreement with someone after a few days, he’s gonna sell his factory finally to this "nice-guy" who’s willing to pay quite a reasonable price to buy the factory included the machines..father said he started to pack and clean his stuffs today and he’s actually shed a tear while he saw the worker disassemble the machines one by one..he never knows that i was also in tear when he telling me this… … …   

Everything is finally come to the end,  i just want to let you know.."We will always love you no matter what…I Love You Baba..b(^.^)d …
   

p/s:can everyone who’s reading this do me a favor, who’s ever told your father that u love him..i mean face to face..lol..just wanna know la..frankly..as for me..i never lo..hohoho… =P

is 2.09am..i am supposingly doing my alternative voices assignment here..yea..sitting in front of the pc for more than 5 hours but the outcome looks like just for 30mins.=.=.feeling 1000% sien…
yea..the weather is hot like…er..volcano..lol..yea..making me more and more not feel like doing my assignement..sign…
take out my digicam and going out to the balcony…yea..get some fresh air and relax my eyes…and take a few shoots of the view from my house(i stay at 9th floor=P)..still not very familiar with the function of the camera..what i normally use is just the auto shoot..so i hv to play on the manual tonight…
.yeah..here they are———–>>>>>>>>

hmm..stil dont kno how to set the shutter for the manual..just simply shoot..and.manual will take a long time to capture..so will hv to stay freeze for 2minutes..and too bad..i just fail to do so..*tripod strongly recommended*

this is the outcome of using the auto function with no flash..totally..blackout..=.=""

partially manual…yes..finally i got something clear with not shaky hand…^.^

the right view from my balcony…not bad not bad..but..seems like a little bit blur jo..=P

ok..it’s 230am now..and feel really tire and cant install any information into my RAM anymore@.@…but my housemate is out for clubbing and hasnt back yet..and i am the 1 telling her no need to bring the keys cos i’l be stay up till very late and open the door for her..regretting man..-.-"""

jon loi lo……jon loi lo….T_T
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yo.. hmm….feeling bored and dont know what to do now…

feeling extremely tire but still dont want to sleep even it’s already 3am now..

have been sleep very superb late recently..4am or 5am…and wake up early in the morning to college..

and mama always say:"sleep so late grow old faster la..and pimples all pop out la"
yea..and that’s why..i am doing mask here while typing…haha…

almost a sem(4 months) didnt update my blog..hmm..thinking of changing my blog to www.blogspot.com due to the limited feature in this friendster’s blog=P
already get an account there but..seems like it need some IT skill to create a more…er…complete blog??!…yea..will need to get an expert to teach me about that…
hmm…with no any particular theme tonight..so..write about what happened today(13/7/2006) la..
wake up 9am and siewling fetch me up for 10am class…
quite a surprise when mr.patrick get us the very young and talented(lengchai??) local directer who directed the independant film "Early Morning Glory"..i forgot his name already..wong..jin…something..=P well…he’s quite a famous director in malaysia if you know about film…
he came to share with us his experience shot this film…answering some of the questions based on the film..and told us about how to enter those what what film festival all around the world…
hump..it’s not easy…haih…the road is not easy ler…sigh…

then about 2pm..attending a workshop on teaching us how to use a camera..what i mean here is the film shooting camera..
as our college just got 2 brand new cameras..so mr patrick(again) purposely inviting this very cute MR MEL+LOH=MILO a 30 years experience production crew to give us some tips and lesson on how to function this camera…erm..let me recall the model..is..DV…Panasonic…XXXX something like tat la..(i’l go and check on it.=P)

about 330pm and i took college van to the tasik selatan LRT+KTM station to get KTM and met matthew to celebrate his birthday..erm…belated birthday i mean..lol
taking about 20mins waiting for the stupid ktm…yea..took out my camera and started to fat din jo…and..i realise ppl all around me started to get further anf further jo…dont worry ler..i will only capture nice thing..XD..

yeah…reaching there about 430pm..and quening up for the movie "Pirates of the Carribeans" for about 30mins and wait for another 15min for matthew to reach…oh..something new about the GCS cinema now…they will check on your bag while you are entering the ciname where they tear the ticket..so i ask the girl in charge(well..she’s asking me to fill up the form as she wanted to kept my digicamT.T)..oh.yea..38 with the girl..she told me becaose there was ppl tou tou bring in the handdy cam and capture the superman return…yea..DAI SEI to the stupid fellow..lol.

yea..quite a nice show…my idol johnny deep is still as funny and weird as usual(i like him since the edward scissor’s hand)..hmm…final is actaully unpredictable but too bad as i already read the *spoiler* somewhereT_T..yea..cant wait for the third episod to out next year..where our asian’s proud–> chow yun fatt acted as a bad guy..yep..sounds interestingX)
as i was stil hasnt buy matthew’s birthday present, so walked into the converse shop and ask him to chose a wallet..this is to avoid buying something unneseccary and for sure he like ler..hoho..

goin to yoshinoya for dinner and thanks matthew for being the boss ler..HEHE..yea..taking picture all over the place in the restaurant as there was not many ppl in and the nice design of it..after our food come…took about 30mins on taking food from different angles=.=…and…after we were just ate about 30min..the restaurant started to close and all the customers left beside us..now only i realise is already 10pm jo..the stuff started to clean everything..mop the floor..even off the songs and the air-con..also the main suis..and suddenly the saw us and quicky on it back..shit jo lo..im very a "slow-eater"..feel a lot of pressure while eating cos it about 6 to 7 stuffs were sitting on the table chatting and fooling around as the true is they are actually waiting for both of us…——-______——-"""""""""""
after the tiring dinner..we find a nice place and keep chatting..haha..

finally left MV at 1130pm..yea..matthew is riding motorcycle..wooo…i got little forbia of motocycle cos i got motor’s accident while i was form 3..however..riding on motor is really fun..feel relaxing and refreshing..most important…wont jam ma..AKAKA..oh yea…i saw this accident while we almost reach..ok…the car is totally up-side-down and scan to the left again—>>there is something lying on the road with newspaper covered on itand another 2 indian guys crying there..ok..guess most of you will know what happen then..well…this is my 1st time seeing this and..everyone out there…PLS BE CAREFUL WHILE DRIVING…car is a convenient tool for us to reach everywhere but not to race and bet on your own life…>.<
yea…that’s the story of my whole day…and i am now blogging while chatting with some frens..hmm planning to sleep early as 2ml is going to malacca for an event job..but because of my long winded fren…YEA YOU>>IS YOU LA>>*hopefully u dint read this*…yea..is 6am now…i m down and off jo….ZzzzZZzzZZz…@_@

p/s:want to insert the picture that i shot actually…but..this ah beh friendster’s blog dont allow ler…GERRrrrrrRR…GEK SEI NGOR LA…really want to change it joooooo…o_o

to continue—^_^—->>>

seeking advise fm my lecturer one day…actually we are asking bout the advertisement..(suXxx..t(-.-)t)..but then he suddenly asking bout my MTV…=P
mr patrick:how’s ur MTV? which song u choose?
beauty     :yea..the song i show u tatday la…
mr patrick:ooo…tat stupid song?? (wt*)
beauty     :………….. ….*BRAAKKKK*(heart break)………….. …………………

22/2/06
BIG BIG twist for me today…having new guest in my house…eason hometown’s fren–>andrew..a graphic designer but is very interesting and being involve in production before…woowoo…i will never let this golden opportunity go away nei…grab him so hard and force him to listen to my idea..well..only 1 comment he gv me…BORING..(hmm..this is exactly wat im so worry about and this oso the feedback fm my some of my teammates…Y.Y..)..and he oso saying that im not even sure wat’s my idea…>.<…
finally.. he gave me some very very GOOD advise and USEFUL steps which i need to follow….*tips  for you guys out there as well..hehe*…
1.choose a song
2.the concept that i wanna bring out( love, friendship, family….for instance, if u’re talking bout frenship..wat kind of frenship u wanna show ur audience? close fren, long lost fren, fighting all the time……sort of…)
3. the feeling of the MTV(happy, sad, dilemma, colorful….)
4. share the feeling/ ask opinion fm teammate(however, video production is still a teamwork..somemore, more brains is always better than a brain..lol..who knows they might come out with a really BRILLIANT idea rite??)
5.draw out the storyboard(just roughly la,each scene, the location, timing, angles………)
6. start SHOOTING loooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
yeah..seems so easy rite? but…u never try or never involve in production work, u’l never taste its difficulties…haih….
besides..andrew do comment on my song.. he say i suppose to change to a slower song instead of the fast song.. as im stil a beginner, it’s quite hard for me to catch up the rhythm of the fast song..and.. the most important thing for me now is to score for my project..why dint i make my live easier?..SOOOO…finally…i decide to change the song…so..fm a fast frenship song—->>slow love song…TENSION-Gen Zhe Yue LIang Man Man Zhou(follow the moon and walk slowly)…*direct translation*..lol

26/2/06
FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY…doing something sooO stupid today…as im using a mandarin soo..to be a very RESPONSIBLE director..*kakaka*..i hv to translate the lyrics to 2 of my teammates who dont kno how anything bout chinese…BUT..the bad news is..my english is just tooo *ehem*..well..the 1st person who pop up in my mind—the ci sin+bin tai+evil GOd=ryan…call him few times(he’s playing online game, not paying full attention *CANOT*)…the thing is.. he is a banana..dont kno how to read mandarin, so my job is to translate it into cantonese then only he can write in english..OMG..u kno wat..it’s damn YUK MA and WEI to speak out those love…hurt…heart break…words lo…to a guy somemore..paiseh lerrrr..=.="""..almost going to vomit during the conversation…>.<..and i just cant control myself and nonstop laughing loo….anddd…my housemate laughing at the side oso..*sei yeR*..anyhow…even though the MASTERPIECE sounds a bit weird but is still consider very good jo..good job dude..*BRAVO*…*clap clap clap*

30/2/06
i need a moon neck less for my MTV as the lyrics is talking bout moon ma…right after my class..thinking of having the good rest(only sleep 10hours in 3days..*superwoman*)..but then suddenly remember of my neckless…soo..decide to go sg.wang to look for it..oh..thanks to huishan here who accompany me there^_^..after the long and tiring 4 hours walk..luckily…i manage to get wat i want…its not the neckless anyway but its the pin..*dont kno how to say in english..but u can pin it on ur clothes and oso bag*

bought fm Chamelon…and it cost me RM29..saD saD saD..PK..
T_________T

while me and huishan are happily enjoying our nice dinner in KFC(birdflu???) getting this sms fm guichuan(the 1 act for ma MTV) saying tat he will not be free to help me cos he got a job already..working fm morning till nite…*omg*…half an hour later..a call fm amy ..saying that shichuan is so bc with his school assignment and he just cant help me and he dont dare to let me kno so need to ask another ppl to inform me…*omg*…."""""""DOUBLE KILLLLLL"""""""""aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh…..

Sooooo disappointed after the news….pressureSsss lagi more..@.@..dont feel like doing anything the whole night..so not thinking bout the MTV…chatting with frenssSSs in msn..watching hk series….relax relaXx relaXxX…woooooooo…

p/s:::have a break..it’s huishan*hometownmate+coursemate+classmate+housemate+roomate*..^_^ birthday…woooooo.. happy 22nd birthday fren!!!!

busy preparing food.. and.. eeling, what are u doing there??? +.+

4 gold flowerSS..HOHOHOHOHHO

woooo..it’s birthday girl…huishan nei….*the hand with knife behind is me*

the guy in white is planning to do something(his hand)…"watch out"!!!

~~~~~GOD bless UuuuUu~~~~XD

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ooohhhh….huishan’s birthday is exactly the day when the petrol price increase…..NICE NICE NICE..
*take fm my house…can u see the carssSSs…queue up to get the petrol*

wooo…taking video production1 this semester…having 2 projects in 4months…an advertisement and..MTV..=P..let’s forget bout the advertisement here…haih..nightmare for that project..the person in charge was s_X—>>>keep on changing of the idea…no planning…no responsibility…T_T..
anyway.. anyway….guess what…^.^..now is my turn to be the DIRECTOR for the second project—>> THE MTV!!!!!!
hooorayyyy….im sure most of my frens will kno tat my ambition is to the director..after waiting for so long.. study so many theories…FINALLY…come to the 1st step to fulfill my dream….
i hv promise myself that i wont let the same problem happen again for this second project…
erm.. my lecturer mr.patrick, he knows that i want to be the director since day one during the introduction session in the class.. so he just keep on and nonstop repeated this during class..i guess this hv indirectly giving the pressure to me..my mind keep on telling me that i cant let my lecturer down and i hv to make the very best shot for my 1st project….

8/2/06
while we are still under the pre-production for the 1st project(chocolate ad), mr patrick already wants us to think bout the MTV song and bring the song to him on the next class… feeling so shock and excited after listen to this.. i guess.. this is the time to show my real power nei..KAKAKA..
after go back home, on my pc(oh.. i never switch off=P)and search around my list.. erm.. dint really hv any song i like to choose…i dint wan those love song..as i think love here and love there is so sien..OOh..so i think of the friendship… i gotta find a song which talk bout friendsSSs..and the song…lam zi zhou by lam hoi fong(quite a hit song fm HK recently..follow you everywhere when u go pasar malam..lol)..i started to search around the net and hope to download the song… thanks to wymen as he teach me how to download song..=)

13/2/06
the day has come.. and i show mr patrick my lovely song…anyway, his face change while he listen to the song.."quite a nice song but i dint really love it".. stupid lecturer, dare he comment on my taste..huuh!!!luckily, my teammate is ok with my song and we decide to work on it.

15/2/06
calling so many ppl tat night like telekom is doing promotion..lol.. i already hv a rough idea on my mind.. i need to use 5 guys as what it means in the song.. they will hv sweet memory in school and playing football.. courting girl together and doing some bad things together… oso i need 5 children to act in the childhood time for them.. well.. TOUGH job..i call those consider " LENG CHAI" in my list..so far only 3 of them can help me..bryan some more help me to ask his secondary school as i need to shoot the time while they r studying together..so i need to borrow a school…Thanks lou gong..muackSS..also jacky who hv giving me advise on it(she’s ex limkokweng student and had been involve in few movie production in malaysia), amy(my zi mui whom i kno her during my internship in YEAH magazine) thanks for her support, shi zhuan, gui chuan and again bryan, 3 of this leng chais who help to act in the MTV.

FRANKLY, im not very sure whether i choose the right song onot.. during the
whole thinking process, i really feel so pressure and started to lose confidence as i think it is quite hard to gather 5  ppl at the same time and i need huge group of kelefei to act..*headache*…..
still wondering wanna change the song onot.. … haih….*_*…

p/s::: hv a break.. go clubbing –>Flame,sunway(my 1st time there)..HOHOHOH…aftertat duk bo(pool)–> subang.. and finally yamcha in steven corner–> old klang…

m3(green), helvi(black with spec), huishan(sleeveless), eeling(pink or purple??)..

OMG…never been to such a good good good, nice nice nice,best best best concert…nope,a musical concert..

i was going with my sis and her couple fren(the boy is driving a BMW..let me think..mm..i guess this is my 1st time sitting inside a BMW..how sadT.T)we bought the rm690 tickets and so many ppl saying that we are silly but hey this is really worth you know..guess what..i sit at the 3rd roll from the stage..3RD ROLL!!!!my superb idol jacky is just like in front of me..IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!like acting to me…hohohoho

ok..little story here..we actually bougth the rm390 ticket at 1st..then just few weeks before the show,suddenly a fren of my sis saying that he got rm690 tickets with buy 1 free 1..means rm690 for 2 ler..so nice..sure we buy it la^^..but the question is…-"our 2 rm390 tickets"-..so bad..nobody want to buy fm us..some say very expensive*ok,i understand this*..some are bad~buy 1 freee 1…some even worst~rm300 for 2..=.=""…finally..we manage to sell it out just a week before the show for only rm500 for 2..haih….sit sai pun>.<….

back to the concert—>>

jacky cheung still the best all among the artist..he sing very,really,truly,amazingly,extremely,tremendously well…*thumbs up* you listen to his voice is just like listen to the CD..so powerful,so clear,no pitching,no forget lyrics….his facial expression is just so nice..feel shy when he 1st saw ah suet,feel romantic when they both make a wish while seeing the meteor,feel so angry when he misunderstand that ah suet is cheating him,feel so missing to her when he was in the jail,feel so heart broken when he knows that she was…and 1 thing hv to mention here,there is a scene jacky is so sad until he really cry out, what i mean here is he REALLY CRY..tears nonstop falling down(whisper***i also cry here***sShhhHH)..he is just so perfect,not over,but is just nice…

bout other ppl..well well well..they are all so so professional..singing in live is never a problem to them(not like most of the artist nowadays)..dancing+singer also no problem..1 more thing,the dancer for the whole concert..they are all leng chaiss leng luiss..all slim slim..fair fair..man man..except for a fat male dancer.while i 1st see him at the stage, feel so weird..cos every1 so fit..how come he=.+"""..but at the end,he did something really funny..and wee all like him very much at the end..lol

no word can describe how i feel after watching the concert..it’s speechless…i just cant control myself to stand up and claps my hand and "wooOO..yAAaaaa" at the end of the show while they all come out 1 by 1 to thanks to audience..^.^

but anyhow..there are still some bad ppl not following the rules there..we are not suppose to bring in the camera as this will disturb them during the performance(there are security guards check our bags before entering the stadium)..audience is still ok at 1st..but while the show is going to end..they are all come out to perform the last dance..that’s the time..flashes are everywhere..not to say too many but still consider got..it no good…i also hope to take picture le..but no choice we hv to obey the laws…then only we can hv the best perform as the flashes are really annoying..

for those who didn’t go for this musical concert..sure you are going to regret for your whole life..for ur information,jacky is not going to act this role anymore..even the concert will be carry on in future but the leading role-hu lang is no more act by jacky…which means this is the last show for him..so sad..T_T…nvm..im going to buy the original CD of the musical concert..(actually i hv the cantonese cassette long time ago)..JACKY,you are the BEST!!!!!HOHOHHOHOv^_^v

ps//:i cry twice during the concert..luckily nobody notice about this=P…but…i do saw some ppl rub their eyes..kEKEke!!

life is beautiful yet busy..>.<..

i am now doing my 2months internship in a magazine company~YEAH! magazine…so..guess what.. i am a REPORTER now..kakaka!!!!

erm..this is not really what i want..i was applying for 8tv at first,but too bad, doest hv any reply from them..so ok lo,i go to this munsang media group to be the trainee reporter..

well..to be honest here,i hate writing..after being the reporter..what i hate the most is to rush for the news report everyday..after a tiring interview or press conference then you still hv to write the news report and pass it on the other day as the most important thing as a reporter is meeting the deadline..everything have to be fast,quick..woo…luckily im in a weekly magazine,if i work for the daily newspaper company,sure die*.*”’

anyhow,i my internship is already half past..stil another month to go only…erm..besides the writing part,i am actually quite enjoying my work=P..interviewing the famous celebrities(non-famous also alot=.=),attending the press conference and getting the free media kid with so many things inside(sometimes got CD&expensive stuff..kakaXD),free lunch provided by the company to media(as u know, media is even more dai pai than the artist),woo my favorite part—>>getting free ticket for movies preview..AHAHAHAAAAHA!!!!!!!

ok..i am not going to list out everything here(lazy=P)…but if u do buy the Yeah! magazine or listen to MY FM or told by any friends…….the Yeah! magazine is organizing a boyz search 2005..we r now having the contestant already which are 50 of them..*o*..well..proud to say that…im the mother for all the boyZZz..i hv to deal with all of them and call them(luckily using office phone..hooO)..all 50 handsome boyss(ehem..-.-""")are  all inside my five finger mountain..muahahahah!!!!!anyway, i only c their pictures..some r quite handsome, but some are—>>____(fill in the blank)..to b surprise, they never see my face yet,just my voice..no worry,sure they will extremely happy when see my real face..IM JUST A LENGLUI..HOHOHOHOHOXD..

oh yes..we will b having the first meet the fans activities at the entrance of the sg wang plaza on 3/12, 4pm..that wil b the time when the BOYZZ can meet all the ppl out there..erm…looking forward for the day to come..*praying hard that they r really handsome as is shown on the pictures*..then i can…….kekekeke..hohohoho…hahahaah…!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..it’s 12.34am now..time to sleep jo..2ml evening i’l be leaving to genting highland for the "war&beauty"- Gam Zi Yuk Yip..woo..tire..@ . @ ..

ciaozZ …

29/9/2005 (Thurs)—->>>Day to Remember….

going with joe, eason and huishan to low yat plaza to get my new personal computer. feeling so excited all the way, wondering what to get, what color to choose, what model i want, how much i want…..@.@..

actually, i was purposely asking joe to come with me as he’s superb dim in computer stuff..i put all my hope on him in order to get me a PERFECT pc..hohooo..=P

we stopped at the shop call Startec in 2nd floor(nah..im not giving free advertisement here, but the stuffs there really nice le..^^) joe started to discuss with the boss there, "*^%$%#*^^$#%#@@^&!@#"..what he said was like aliens to me..=.=""..im just an idiot in IT..HOHOHO…

after gao dim everything is already 2 hours later, we bac home and joe again helping me to set up everything..what me duty is just sit in front of my pc and start using it..lol…thanks so much v(^.^)v

this is what my pc all about——>>>>>

1.INTEL P4 531 3.00 GHZ LGA775 64BIT (800FSB/IMBL2)             RM690

2.INTEL D915PCY DESKTOP BOARD                                          RM320

3.SEAGATE 120GB 7200RPM (8MB) SATA HDD                            RM315

4.CORSAIR 512MB DDR2 533 VALUE RAM                                  RM180

5.IMATION 16X DVD+-RW DRIVE (DL)                                     RM215

6.GECUBE RADEON X700 256MB PCI EXP (TV/DV1)                   RM380

7.PIXELVIEW PLAY TV PRO2                                                 RM115

8.ATX TOWER CASING 450WATTS                                          RM120

9.LOGITECH INTERNET PRO DESKTOP BLACK                         RM 65

10.SONIC GEAR TATOO-330 SPEAKER                                      RM 90

11.17" SAMSUNG 793DF CRT MONITOR                                     RM375

12.COMPLEX 10/100MBPS PCI NETWORK ADAPTER                   RM 18

13.KINGSTON 256MB DATA TRAVELER I USB2.0                         RM 63

u guys just total up urself how much it is la…what i tell now is…."im damn broke now!!!!!…T_T..SAVE SAVE SAVE"…

hoho..this is my NEW pc on the CLEAN table….hoho

my 17" monitor..hehe

logitech keyboard&mouse..

grey casing+woofer+*small little pendrive*

ooOO..that’s what inside..lol

little WOOFER on the ground

sonic gear tatoo-330 speaker …with DONDON *thedog*

~END~

ops..got fren discover that im promoting mr.patrick’s class tim..=.=..nonono..u all misunderstood jo,frankly what he giving us to c during class really nice ler*som e only la*..my real intention here is to let other notice bout tat mah..then got more and more good taste ppl in this world like M3 lo..lol…KEKEKE

ok..today im going to intro another great film—>>> HEAT(1995)

HEAT

Michael Mann’s film, Heat is obviously a film with star system. It is a story about the policeman and the thief, the hunters and their prey. Neil and his professional criminal crew hunt to get big money targets and hunted by Captain Vincent Hanna and his team of cops in the Robbery/Homicide police division. Neil and Vincent are similar in many ways, including their troubled personal lives. Simple story but somehow the two main characters, Al Pacino and Robert De Niro make it unusual.

Perhaps the most unique feature of this movie is its diverse storyline, which focuses primarily on the main characters, Vincent Hanna and Neil McCauley. In addition, the characters in this movie certainly make it so successful. Because of this complex storyline, it almost seems like if we are watching two movies, with one about each of the two characters. While following Hanna’s personal life, the movie shows how it is about more than just a cop in hunt of a criminal. Hanna’s marriage is worsening, his step daughter is commit suicide and his wife Justine is having affairs with other man. He is a man who failed as a husband and a father. Hanna’s story is that of the desire of trying to fulfill both his professional and personal, but somehow, the professional wins out.

“Never have anything in your life you can’t walk out on in thirty seconds" is the motto of expert thief Neil McCauley. He can be on the one hand a cruel robber and cold-hearted killer, on the other a warm friend and tender lover. McCauley’s human side shows in the film. He will not kill unless he must, as seen through his anger at Waingro and bank heist. His warmer side shows through his relationships with his friends and girlfriend Eady, his girlfriend who does not know anything about him. If to say that these two major storylines are the only strong ones of the movie would be hesitation to the many others but to say that they are the strength of the movie, to say that they are responsible for transforming a typical cops-and-robbers story to the unusual one sure nobody will question about these statement

Additionally other strong characters like Val Kilmer, as Chris Shiherlis a hot temper and compulsive gamble while his wife Ashley Judd is an unforgettable Charlene Shiherlis, who is only play a smaller roll, makes a lasting impression on the film. Before the ending of the film, there is a scene showing his wife giving the signal and hinting him to leave the hotel. Obviously all the sad facial expression showing that they will both won’t see each other again. Tom Sizemore, as the cold-hearted Michael Cheritto, and Jon Voight, as a bad-tempered Nate, are both likeable and despicable. These is the film which is full of big names, it is really worth to see everyone come together to act in the characters with each of one having their own specialties.

As a conclution, this is the film with great dialogue, great casting, awesome action scenes, and a great music soundtrack. It contains all of the aspects of a classical "cops adn robbers" style movie, but it has a more complex plot that question some of the original values of the classical. Heat doesn’t make a clear-cut difference between who is good and who is bad but leave you the space to think about the real world outside.

PS:Oh ya, thru this film, you will feel more or less like the current hong Kong’s movie–"mou gan dou", wondering maybe the director of "mou gan dou" watch this film before=.=..HAHAHA..